Deeper than the oceans, wider than the seas is Abba's love for me. Unfailing, unwavering, steadfast, eternal. I am done and undone. Shattered into pieces and put back together again. Brought to tears and then laughter thinking about this love. Jesus where do I even begin?! Who am I Lord? I in my nothingness; my… Continue reading Abba’s Love
Tag: faith
Patient
Dear God, I love you because you are patient. You are a patient father, bearing all things. That’s what love does, right? Endures and waits hopefully. I could say that it’s easy for you to be patient. You have all the time in the world (figuratively and literally). It also helps that you’re all knowing,… Continue reading Patient
Present
Dear God, I love you because you are present. Ever-present. Present everywhere, every-time, all the time. It feels exhausting thinking about how you do it. I don’t think I would fully understand even if you explained it to me. But I think it’s really cool. Exhausting, but cool. It does make me a little more… Continue reading Present
Awesome
Dear God, I love you because you are awesome. awe·some /ˈôsəm/ adjective, causing or inducing awe I could not find a better word. Or should I say, a better sounding word. But I think this fits perfectly: God, Most Awesome. When I read about you in scripture, or hear about you from people, I am… Continue reading Awesome
Good
Dear God, I love you because you are good. I don’t use that word often. Maybe because I did not know what it really meant. It is not quite familiar. I know nice, fine, okay even. But good? I don’t know that. Or I didn’t. Until you. You God, are good. All good. And I… Continue reading Good
Four letters
I was cleaning and organizing my IG stories recently, and found a few notes from two years ago. In twenty-twenty, I resolved to know God. The sudden realization that the “Lord” I had conjured up in my head, or fashioned in my mind was one that was not true. It was one that made me… Continue reading Four letters
to be alive
There was once a time, not too long ago, when I wished I never existed. No, I don’t mean I wanted to unalive myself. I just really wished I wasn’t here in the first place. Life held no meaning anymore. The sadness that permeated my world & heart made no sense. I didn’t want to… Continue reading to be alive
Hello ‘22
It feels like eons since I’ve opened my notes app to journal. And even the fact that I keep using this type of intro for my opening blog post paragraphs hints to my lack of consistency with writing. “So, how’ve you been?” I’ve been good. Not always great but definitely in a much better head… Continue reading Hello ‘22
Whatever you do
I've been struggling a lot with productivity (or lack of). Lethargy. Unmotivatedness. Plainly tired. Not tired for any particular reason but just tired. And also tired of being tired. Lack of physical activity can be attributed to lower energy levels but even the urge to actually be productive, I can't seem to find. Maybe I… Continue reading Whatever you do
Questions
Sometimes in life, we feel like we have so many questions but no answers. And believing in a benevolent all powerful external being that we cannot see, might not seem most sensible when what we can see is the exact opposite. Such was the case with a man called Job. Job was described as a… Continue reading Questions
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