journal

  • Good

    Dear God, I love you because you are good. I don’t use that word often. Maybe because I did not know what it really meant. It is not quite familiar. I know nice, fine, okay even. But good? I don’t know that. Or I didn’t. Until you. You God, are good. All good. And I Continue reading

  • Four letters

    Four letters

    I was cleaning and organizing my IG stories recently, and found a few notes from two years ago. In twenty-twenty, I resolved to know God. The sudden realization that the “Lord” I had conjured up in my head, or fashioned in my mind was one that was not true. It was one that made me Continue reading

  • to be alive

    to be alive

    There was once a time, not too long ago, when I wished I never existed. No, I don’t mean I wanted to unalive myself. I just really wished I wasn’t here in the first place. Life held no meaning anymore. The sadness that permeated my world & heart made no sense. I didn’t want to Continue reading

  • 23

    23

    I’m literally about to go to bed and I remembered I resolved to put out one blog post a week. Last weekend, I had my birthday, so I think I can cut myself a little slack if I missed posting. But wait. Y’allllllll, your baby girl is now 23 years old!!! It’s insane that I’ve Continue reading

  • Hello ‘22

    Hello ‘22

    It feels like eons since I’ve opened my notes app to journal. And even the fact that I keep using this type of intro for my opening blog post paragraphs hints to my lack of consistency with writing. “So, how’ve you been?” I’ve been good. Not always great but definitely in a much better head Continue reading

  • Conversations from 2020

    Conversations from 2020

    Last year I decided to make my writing and my blog posts more personal and try to be more vulnerable. The question right now is how and where to start. Inconsistency and procrastination are two things I struggle with. I have a million things in my head, but I never get to the doing. Hopefully Continue reading