journal

  • to be alive

    to be alive

    There was once a time, not too long ago, when I wished I never existed. No, I don’t mean I wanted to unalive myself. I just really wished I wasn’t here in the first place. Life held no meaning anymore. The sadness that permeated my world & heart made no sense. I didn’t want to… Continue reading

  • 23

    23

    I’m literally about to go to bed and I remembered I resolved to put out one blog post a week. Last weekend, I had my birthday, so I think I can cut myself a little slack if I missed posting. But wait. Y’allllllll, your baby girl is now 23 years old!!! It’s insane that I’ve… Continue reading

  • Hello ‘22

    Hello ‘22

    It feels like eons since I’ve opened my notes app to journal. And even the fact that I keep using this type of intro for my opening blog post paragraphs hints to my lack of consistency with writing. “So, how’ve you been?” I’ve been good. Not always great but definitely in a much better head… Continue reading

  • Conversations from 2020

    Conversations from 2020

    Last year I decided to make my writing and my blog posts more personal and try to be more vulnerable. The question right now is how and where to start. Inconsistency and procrastination are two things I struggle with. I have a million things in my head, but I never get to the doing. Hopefully… Continue reading

  • Whatever you do

    Whatever you do

    I’ve been struggling a lot with productivity (or lack of). Lethargy. Unmotivatedness. Plainly tired. Not tired for any particular reason but just tired. And also tired of being tired. Lack of physical activity can be attributed to lower energy levels but even the urge to actually be productive, I can’t seem to find. Maybe I… Continue reading

  • 4am Thoughts

    4am Thoughts

    I’m up at 4am listening to podcasts and I suddenly felt an urge to write something thats been on my mind for quite some time. I’ve decided to make my writing a bit more personal, trying to incorporate my own life experiences and even conversations that I’ve had. I appreciate it when others do that… Continue reading